Those two red lines..
I never imagined the haunting talk which made me scare every passing day, would appear all of sudden as a cause of restless night.
ya, you guess it right I am expecting the unexpected.
Truly speaking, it was not a shocking news. I was happy, I was surprise, I was confused and I was speechless.
Was not able to figure out if I should cry with shock or happiness, both of us were not able to figure out how did this happen !! ? and this gave me the response to my long pending query; how come somebody have an unplanned pregnancy.. !!
Now I myself turned out to be one of the victim of this sudden gift.
Morning nausea, evening nausea, night nausea.. a nausea can land up to you anytime of the day. You would come across a sudden urge to download all the play store apps with keywords " Pregnancy"
I also downloaded some like tiny steps, whattoexpect, garbhsanskar.
My motherly instincts started poking me and I turned out to be as alert as a fly, I have started taking care of my every footstep, I have got lots of instructions on what to eat and what not to do. So I have got a small list of all healthy stuff and a big list of what not to eat... n then my carving of Chinese food started, I felt like eating more sweets.
It has been just 6 weeks, a lot more to go.. I am taking it as a part of mine.. I have to nourish it with all love and care today and forever... But I need Thor's power to keep myself motivated.

