Monday, January 9, 2017



Those two red lines..




I never imagined the haunting talk which made me scare every passing day, would appear all of sudden as a cause of restless night.
ya, you guess it right I am expecting the unexpected.
Truly speaking, it was not a shocking news. I was happy, I was surprise, I was confused  and I was speechless.
Was not able to figure out if I should cry with shock or happiness, both of us were not able to figure out how did this happen !! ? and this gave me the response to my long pending query; how come somebody have an unplanned pregnancy.. !!


Now I myself turned out to be one of the victim of this sudden gift.


Morning nausea, evening nausea, night nausea.. a nausea can land up to you anytime of the day. You would come across a sudden urge to download all the play store apps with keywords " Pregnancy"
I also downloaded some like tiny steps, whattoexpect, garbhsanskar.


My motherly instincts started poking me and I turned out to be as alert as a fly, I have started taking care of my every footstep, I have got lots of instructions on what to eat and what not to do. So I have got a small list of all healthy stuff and a big list of what not to eat... n then my carving of Chinese food started, I felt like eating more sweets.


It has been just 6 weeks, a lot more to go.. I am taking it as a part of mine.. I have to nourish it with all love and care today and forever... But I need Thor's power to keep myself motivated.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Strange z wat mind says ...!!

Since childhood we are being told that ' avoid talking to strangers', but recently I came across something unusual about this funda...

On my way to home from college I decided to take another route and boarded a bus. Being a not so regular commuter I was unsure about my route, seeing my confused state a girl in her early twenties offered seat adjacent to her. 

Then our conversation started , I was already with a predefined notion to follow all "terms and conditions" while talking to strangers and gave my wrong details ....initially I felt as girls are renowned for their talking skills I am with just another subject of my community :)

She felt with my expressions that its my first ordeal in DTC bus and showed her concern for me by her attempt to save me from crowd .. later bus dropped us at a bus stop which was also new for me as well as for her . But even then she didn't hold back her concern for me , she made sure that I reach safely to my destination.

At the end I reached home , but this incident left me with a thought that these days we are so skeptical for everybody, we ignore goodness of people around us.. Sometimes we are destined to have strangers in our life as our best friends, wellwishers or even life partners.. 

There are no strangers here; Only friends you haven't yet met - William Butler Yeats 

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Do n Say !!!

Two brothers once lived down this way,
and one was Do and one was Say. 
If streets were dirty, taxes high,
or schools too crowded, Say would cry:
"My,what a town!" But Brother Do
would set to work to make things new.
And while Do worked, Say still would cry:
"He does it wrong. I know that I could do it right."
So all the day
was heard the clack of Brother Say.
But this one fact from none was hid-
Say always talked, Do always did. 

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Imitation of life... !!!

Lukng here.. lukng  there.... 
I tried to search for life.....

Bowing ma head.. in front of the almighty... cherishing its doodle..

In the dream of eyes... in the deepness of vast ocean..
In the fragrance of wet mud... In that clear blue sky ...

In the smile of an infant...in the blessings of a geezer.. 
In the warmth of those  hugs.. in the care n trust of mine ...

The more you search .. more you are lost... 
Penultimately ,I found it in me n well chosen  people around me.... !!

World is balance !!

Everyday we come across either a good person or a bad person ,  the character and goodness of the person depends on your perception that how easily he fits in our frame of mind..If he reacts the way you want and if you have similar habits or choices ,then that person automatically becomes a good person...( because in your mind u r a SUPERSTAR!!) . Sweet words .. cheesy talks adds feather on the hat..

This gets completely inverted when you stamped somebody as a not so good or bad person .
The traits of a bad person are , not so matching thoughts ,rudeness , frosty nose , not friendly ( ALL TOWARDS YOU :P ) , though there are chances that person can be a introvert and might be busy when you are expecting response ...but for him you are sufficient enough to declare and make him notorious for the same .

World is how we perceive it.Its upto you how you can colour it. Strive for goodness in every wrong perception and change the insanity of people around you :D .
Even a good person for you is bad for somebody else and likewise a bad person can be the best person for you :)

As the great Einstein sir and douglas uncle has rightly said Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” 
Everything you see or hear or experience in any way at all is specific to you. You create a universe by perceiving it, so everything in the universe you perceive is specific to you.” 

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

So tell me about yourself!!!

' So tell me about yourself ' .. this comes as a usual and common question when the marriage season begins.This is not with the marriage season only..since childhood we face this question ..be it at the time of taking school admission ..job interviews ...and now marriage .
With a confused and curious nous everybody tries to dig deeper in other's personality to solve the puzzle if he/she is compatible as their life partner or not.
Then suddenly a common man turns into a CID and start doing research on every possible social media to just get the answer of 'Tell me about yourself' .

As the time passes on , the frustration rises with the standard response of your hobbies , likes , dislikes and sometimes with the  irritating questions of some mindless souls.

Though this is the simplest question but explaining yourself to someone who is completely unknown to you is like travelling a long long road with no dead end or might be the end which is dead.

Friday, October 11, 2013

Does Everything has a reason behind.. ??

Sitting on an uphill in a cloudy day penning down my thoughts ...
a question came to my mind .. Does Everything has a reason behind ?
If every dawn; sun crosses the horizon , snoozing off its alarm clock
disturbing its nap ..only to nourish us by its charm..
Birds chirp to throw their self composed musical notes in the air ..
Suddenly the pleasing fragrance of wet mud came to me ,
now even the clouds started leaking out ..why they want to be left out
they  have a reason to drizzle ..
Friends we brag about ,even they too are for any reason or season ....
Those ties of blood we bank upon....do they also have a reason for their affection ..
My mind was still swinging... Does actually everything has a reason behind ?? 

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Women and Stars!!

It was 8 AM, I was travelling in the metro to reach my college on time .Navratre week had been commenced it could easily be realized by the roadside stalls and traffic jam creating jhankis ,suddenly I opened my sleepy eyes I noticed the lady siting beside me .. she was reading a durga story ... I bend my head in honour for the goddess ( as every indian does ) then  reverting back I noticed another women she was reading a chalisa. Moving to other girls in the ladies apartment they were wearing red ,yellow dresses the auspicious colors of hindu culture along with a red sindoor bindi.
This is not the condition of a particular day..women of our country believe that her future is in stars. She starts her day with a little long prayer and ends her day with the same.Every other day is her fast to lure the God for all the good things she want in her life, in her family life and also for all other materialistic things like gold, house , bacho k exam , nayi saari ;) !!
Things dont end here, due to multi task and multi aspect character of the women even she is the target audience of all media ,advertisements ,daily soaps .

But even with such a versatile character she is the voice of today .. traditional yet but at the same time fashionably awesum :) !!